I decided that if I just didn't think about it, deal with it, just have anything to do with it, IT wouldn't bother me.
Wrong.
I'm so tired of vulvodynia. Aren't we all?
I currently have zero support coming in here and I'm not seeing any doctors until...um...oh right, never. I called my gynecologist's office and they told me that they will "get back to me in a week or two". My doctor had to send a referral and I'm supposed to know about whether or not I can get in to see her again...for the second time in my life. I'm in a lot of pain and trying to pretend it's not there. But of course, I have to wait, and the way it works here I probably won't get in until October.
Anyway, I'm pretty miserable. I'm tired of just sitting around not having any answers. Not even having someone pretend that they want to find an answer.
And not having anyone to talk to. I want to talk to a person, on the phone or face to face. Just to hear a voice that understands..
