Friday, November 19, 2010

Please...

I don't even know how many times I've come on this page to start writing, and then just closed it. It feels like my brain turns to liquid and drains out. I really want someone to help me, I feel like I'm going to drown. Life is not supposed to be this miserable, it's supposed to be good with a little bit of miserable.

I just want to know when I'm going to be happy. That's all.

4 comments:

  1. Hey Natalie. Sorry you're feeling down. Do you have a lot of stresses right now, or are you just unhappy?

    When I'm stressed out, I tend to feel better if I take control of even the smallest thing. If I can make a decision or get something done, I feel relieved, even if temporarily. This includes stuff like washing dishes, donating unwanted belongings, cleaning out my inbox or a junk drawer, etc. Sometimes I'll spend a bad day just dealing with the things I can deal with, or even just one thing. It reminds me of the power I have in other areas of my life, if and when I feel up to using it.

    I'm thinking of you.

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  2. Hey Esther.

    Things are insane in my life right now. I took your advice and cleaned my room, and I did a few other things. I just think everything is coming down on me, I'm hitting that point in life where I have to make very big decisions on very serious subjects and it's not normal things people have to deal with. I feel like I'm breaking and a lot of things are going to start coming out of my mouth at the wrong times or the wrong ways. It's hard finding people who grasp what I'm trying to say.

    I hope things are well with you, I can't keep up with blogs, I've just been so busy...

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    The only thing that gives me hope is that there are also women who overcame vaginusmus.
    Some day...

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